The Worry

Thanks, JP. =)

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hmmm...i really dont know if what youre feeling is normal or not at all. you are the better judge of it.

but working on the same parameters as you presented, at 28 i pretty know myself that well to tell whether what im going through is just a phase or its altogether the signs of moving on or an imminent crossroad...

not that im saying you dont know youself that much - im sure you have at least an inklling how your mind/heart - even hormones work and take effect on your whole persona - including work and relationships w/ friends and family.

at 24 (at the least working from my own experience) i would say that you're just, indeed, too tied up with just so little...type A people usually go through this phase so often that their general balance is under question - this is the quarter life syndrome...don't worry - you're not the only person who went through it...

my best take on your feelings right now - take the upcoming long vacation a very seroius thought...go ponder on these things...dont do it now. its taking a toll on your work...at least away from work, you'll have a clearer mind....

from your pop, i think your issues are too mixed...you have work, you have studies, you have lif ein general...tackle one aspect at a time....start with the life in general....what makes you happy and what will make you stay in this workd the best...your answers in that aspect will give you indications of how to answer the bits and pieces of your life like work....remember kat that work is not your life...its just a means to somehow earn a living to enjoy the rest of your time or even to keep you busy if you dont have anything else better to do....but work doesnt have to be not enjoyable at all....

studies (and your growth) is altogether a different story too....if i would have my way, studies is the more important thing over work.....it keeps you growing faster than work can ever do....

there goes my piece (at least heed some of it as im pretty much older and more experienced than you)...but at the end of the day, its still your battle kat....people around you may say all sort of things or events around you may dictate your actions - but in the end, you're still the captain of your ship....be the best captain because your the only captain...and your compass is God. (taray nun ah!!!!)

Leave the pretty coño crowd alone, alright?

It's been months since my last update and, suffice to say, a lot has indeed happened. A friend gains a fiance, while another loses a mother. Some gain professional boosts, while others lose faith. Others now settle in their dorm rooms to study, while others work abroad.

In the grand scheme of things, life is still good, and that's a great thing indeed.