Total incidence of memories being absolute lifesavers

Jason, Jon, Dianne, and Bel

Polsci Group 2004, Senior Year

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I had this interesting dream during my afternoon siesta.

Jon, Jason, Dianne, and I were in an arcade.

Jon was winning all these stuffed animals, and we were all laughing and everything was just hilarious. I was also sitting down with Jason and Dianne, and they were planning a trip to Kalibo.

I woke up, and suddenly I felt so small.

I texted Jon, and he later told me of his plans of finally studying in Europe next year, along with Dianne. Jason was going to have a scholarship in Nanyang University, and everything was going to be a blast.

Also, I told him that I wasn't ready yet to study again. I feel that I am not yet as mature as I would like to be when I fill out my application, wherever it may be (but hopefully still in NYU), submit it and embark on something so scholarly my head will burst.

I feel I have so much to learn at my current career, and everything is working out in the pace I appreciate. Shielah, my manager, is such a great fount of patience. She hasn't thrown a fit yet, and that's good. :) As she said, everything I currently do is one big thesis after another.

She is absolutely correct, thank God.

I still miss college though.

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Jon, Jason and Dianne:

I know we have been estranged, heck, even not speaking anymore. I don't really know if you pass by here, but I still think of you.

I miss you guys, and our memories together in college keeps me going.

I still have those. Thank you very much.:)